hey andrea, i thought you were done with the whole asian men scene? or was that just japanese men? so what is so fascinating about the guys nose? wide, flat, pinched, dipped, flared, what?

are you able to talk to him, or are you getting all shy and giggly around him? what is his name? how old? married, children., what? all i have to say is START SOMETHING, START SOMETHING, START SOMETHING!!! YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!

it is all screwed up girl, i am now actually in dublin, ireland, a dream come true, and i just dont know. it is absolutely amazing to see all my friends, have been practising my pint drinking, hasnt stopped since i have arrived. i have phoned doug, left a message on his answering machine when i first arrived in town, but havent actually called since, and am kindof procrastinating in that area. i am halfassedly looking for a job, got my c.v. all written up, just havent been arsed to go really looking. am waitressing at this one restaurant tomorrow night, it is an indian restaurant, looks very posh, i have to wear a fucking bow tie!! me, wearing black trowsers, white shirt, and a black bow tie. ughhhh!! ah well, it is cash, and i have some other prospects that are being looked into.

it was crazy, i was talking to my friend damien last night about a little bit of my past, and why i am the way i am(acting and looking like a 30 year old), and he pretty much put me in my place which needed doing a long time ago. dont really want to go to much into details, but it felt like shit but good. do you know what i mean?

anyway, love you, miss you, thanx for the japanese lesson

alisha

xoxoxo